sorry

wish I really could make you happy not just for a day I ask you if you happy you say yes but not what your face say I know that you love me I know that you care and I know when I need you I know that your there I just need to realise your young ,and I'm old I'm and 40 your 25 I'm also disabled ,which stops you from strive I know that your not happy you can see it on your face I I want to make you happy but I'm starting to wonder if I can I don't want to to end up hating me cause your wonderful and beautiful and an amazing man I've never had a man like you who I worship and adore I can not get enough of you I just want more and more but it's me wanting you so much that's pushing you away cause no matter what I try to do I see your not happy in any way i feel I'm slowly losing you and Idon't know what to do just know that I love you and I made for loving you but as I'm old and you are young my life's nearly ending and yours has just begun so if I'm wats stopping from being happy and make you scream inside just tell me and I leave you to go and live your life just know that I'd do that because I love you so much it would break me,hurt me crush me cause I love you so much