sorrowful soul, light in dark

Why are you cast down my soul? Why my wings are you broken so? Why my heart do you bleed sorrow? The reasons for this pain I don't even know so I'll wait for tomorrow in hopes of an answer to the echo's of my grief my comforter keeps me as I hang from the edge wishing for it all to end. why must I remain in this place that rejects the light? why can't I come home tonight? this world mourns the blood of its own that fight and destroy each other. why must I stay and watch? war rages in this world our foes not of flesh or blood. yet the wickedness of man breaks my heart. I don't want to be like them. I don't want to be the monster I see. I don't want to be consumed by the dark. so I carry a light that the world will reject and dispise, yet it is my only hold on this broken life.