Sorrowful compilation

My mind is a calm tide Full of sea monsters But deep down I'm just a grain of salt I wish my soul bloomed like lilies near the river But I'm just a rock in an angry volcano My heart feels heavy is iron Sadly is not as strong as it Damn my damn thoughts I can't do what I'm supposed to Because I keep going far away Far, far away, I don't even know were This is for the fairies Not a love letter A killing mission Take me and sedate me To my younger self Sorry To my mom Sorry To my dad Sorry To the live I could've had Sorry To everything around me I'm so so sorry I hope I come back again As a breeze As a bumblebee As a bubble As a beautiful sea As a banished goddess To myself Gather!