Song I wrote but I can't sing

Staying Verse1 Standing on field looking into the sun Till my eyes burn and tears stream down my face I hear you whisper in the singing of the birds But they don´t even notice me Chorus My thoughts are rumbling like a river Flowing into a deep lake of words But just a fraction vapours to reach your clouds So I´m not sure you are aware of my longing Verse2 I see your silhouette in the blue flowers on a grey day That are dancing through the rainstorm in the mountain So I don´t dare get close because you could fade away I Close my eyes and hold on to that picture of you Chorus My thoughts are rumbling like a river Flowing into a deep lake of words But just a fraction vapours to reach your clouds So I´m not sure you are aware of my longing Verse3 No photograph could capture your presence Your essence is ephemeral, yes ever so fleeting In my mind you are eternal, nobody could take you from me Still, I miss you, so sit here to feel closer to you Chorus My thoughts are rumbling like a river Flowing into a deep lake of words But just a fraction vapours to reach your clouds So I'm not sure you are aware of my longing