sonder

as i contemplating life i was pondering towards the ceiling, murmured to myself humming... perplexed.. why can't i be good enough for everything why can't be like the others why didn't fortunate didn't come to me I'm Feeling like.. i was an outcast. effronted.. neglected... am i not as crucial as i thought i was? yet,i believe in sonder.. everyone has a sense as i was. everyone's struggling murmured towards their life whether wanted ti select this or that willy nilly to do something... scared of judgement