sometimes

I wonder if you ever think of me just as much as I envy you how dose one look up and forward and never look behind? you were fine on your own completely independent,free like a bird that just spread its wing. I wished I weren't so... drowned in my own thoughts until there's nothing left weren't so burden in my own thoughts falling into the quicksand as times passed as the moon rise slowly becoming the cruelty I'm running from. wonder if you feel the same as me maybe I'll know what it feels to be free- free from this neverending shackle.