Somethings Wrong

Numb, lack of expression, can't see the sun, depression, thats what they'll call it, anxiety, thats all they'll see, I know me, but that they won't belive, down inside, there's something trying to hide, it won't allow me to thrive, no matter how I strive, I feel it all but can't react, how does my mind stay intact, why can't the doctors understand this fact, I don't feel the same, it's hard to explain, I want to heal, so I can feel, right now everything is unreal, surreal, in a daze, I want to lift this haze, I want to feel praise, I've been feeling like this for days.