something lingering

there's nothing left for you you have exited in my life no hard compassion just feelings lost strong feelings lost rare feelings lost. your still here lingering around but I wish you weren't but I don't want you gone you can't leave completely you won't leave completely but every time I see you agony fills my soul my entire being yearns to be near you near your embrace but I can't be we have to be connected in a way different from the past unfortunately I do not desire that I crave the opposite but I am also pleased I am adequate with your descion and with mine but there's always something there something lingering