someday someway4.2023

today is just another day not in paradise neither that in misery.... to be okay today ... your still nsalved today..... cold chains against my skin can't you get out from the cage your in? the door is open but ur to blind to see that you yourself is whats killing you and destroying ur life and making it so you don't have your perfect little family this isn't what you wanted for your kids and or your self ... you look in the mirror and you can't stand that you feel like a looser and a non version of who you are ... laying down and writing this makes me just tick... is life pointless or will I actually get better and someday...... SOME WAY .. one day... not be as your dad or others call it "mommy is just sick" I dont.want to be sick anymore I want to scream and let whatever the thing addiction is take all it wants and start from scratch leave me WITH NOTHING NOT EVEN THE CLOTHES ON BACK If they only see her as worthless trash or a junkie, I'm begging down on my knees just bring me back I can't even fucking breath . JUST BRING ME MY TRUE SELF... even if she's broken n blue... even if she has nothing to live for I'll tell her I just always needed you... I'll tell her how it's okay now and the