someday someway part 2

cold scared and cut up and even bleeding some on the inside... I'll hear a voice telling me it'll all be alright and everything happened for a reason even though it maybe could've ben avoided still now more than ever I need you to stop Look and relise what YOUR FCKN VOID IS the thing ur trying to erase n cover up... let go give up n surrender haven't u had enough ... my lov3 my self my name I'm to blame me just one more tomorrow but tomorrow is just on a loop again so NO NOT ONE MORE TOMORROW.it needs to be today goodbye and I hope some day someway I'll make it make to be with all three of you I loveyou all Jax jasper n nirvana love always and forever your real momma♡