Somber Sayings

Day by day and here I lay Running on simple code There's nothing I can do about it, you know? I loved you once and I love you still, so much so that I feel ill. It sets me off and I get weird, when I realize the way you feel isn't clear. You mention your love and all he can do, and it hurts me so because I can't live that, too. He got there first and I was late. Another rejection, feels rather irate. Third times the charm, don't they say? Not for me, Ive been betrayed. So I'm stuck here, you see. Forced to watch everyone's glee. I've tried and tried, only to be met with deny denied. My heart is somber, my emotions intense, stuck in a body with overloaded sense. I wish I was more, I wish I was enough. I wish someone would tell me "You're more than just tough." I'm sorry for you. and I'm sorry for me. That things turned out the way that they be. I wish I was him. I wish I was you. I wish I was someone that gets loved, too.