Society

I’m a trans guy living with anxiety. I never fit in, not a part of society. I always got bullied for being mostly gay. I’m tired of this shit, so listen to what I gotta say. Today’s society is a lions den. You get eaten alive, but you don’t know when. I hide in fear, for my life’s at stake. Tired of living and people being fucking fakes. Not gonna lie, I really wanna die. Make my pain go away, Even if it’s for a day. They say I am fine, Pull my sleeves up, see the lines. If I look fine, trust me, I’m not. Hiding in my room, smoking so much pot. I feel high, can’t fucking think straight. Society’s the reason why I hate- Hate people, I hate life. I’m so done, so I grab the knife. I just wanna relieve my motherfucking pain. I think I might be slowly going insane. I lie in bed. Suicidal thoughts in my head. I just wanna die so fucking bad. I’m so done with always being this sad. I put the gun up to my head. Pulled the trigger, now I’m dead. In the ground, I now lie. I guess this is goodbye.