So Much Yet So Little

Sometimes I wonder how you could have so much of something yet so little. Love pours from me It jumps my heart and clogs my veins It chokes out my voice and pours out in my writing It is everywhere but here The way the clouds paint beautiful art in the sky Or how the sun could shine so perfectly on a strangers face The warmness of the coffee running down my throat Or how an old couple will still buy eachother flowers. I have so much love yet so little Sitting on my own as I watch the birds building their nests A couples laughter heard in the distance The clouds greeting eachother as they pass by. Wondering if this is how I'll always be Watching patiently, loving, waiting, and wondering. If I'll always be a walking contradiction that maybe I'll always have so much yet so little