so help me understand

so God help me fill me with glee a trenity, i couldn't find a serenity, i couldn't feel hope isn't peace so help me understand it this world is corrupt my life at your hands i couldn't pray without tears all knowledgeable one. so help me understand my faults. help me without seeing. i stand blindly, so please help my young devilish soul. I'm nothing more than a sinner laid out in your hands. so please walk with me on a Grain of sand. help me cross the waters that borders my soul. for without sight, I will walk alone.