so fast yet so slow

A quiet corner one see Loneliness felt in every inch The seconds flew so quick Ever motion is in its peak So fast yet so slow Crying out loud in a way no one can know To be a priority is just a thing Yes you love me my love or so I think Come to me when you need me and I'll be gone when I need you because I know you won't be there even if I say so To be loved is hard, no one cares, nobody notices When I die I hope they know that I was the only one who loved them for sure No expectations and nothing in return I hope I die soon because I don't wanna live no more