so far yet so close

So far yet so close Close enough to touch But far enough to feel lonely So close I could hug him But so far my mind can only dream of him So close I could count his freckles But so far I wouldn't dare open my mouth So close I could interlock our hands But so far all I do is admire from afar So far so close So close his whispers are heard But so far my gaze is never met So close so very far in my mind Because he isn't real and my love is