Sleepy

Tired chronically so is the world moving fast light speed or am I just moving slow dry eyes bags to carry as well a few more hours maybe but I can't seem to sleep not a wink which makes it hard to think and it feels like I never blink silly thoughts cross my mind and I find once they're there they will stay silly thoughts they may be they are also very violent and I am vulnerable Wary, I feel very suspicious I have such a suspicious mind I wonder if lack of sleep makes you doubt about such things that would keep you up longer I am very much sleepy