Sleepless nights

I still couldn't sleep at night knowing that three words could've changed our fate the three words that could make us fall in love or fall apart the three words that differ friend from lover the three words that I fear the answer most "I love you" But know that I finally had the courage to say them there is nothing more I regret I guess fate wasn't on my side this time rather that it making as fall in love and turn us into lover it instead made us fall apart so far that I'm not even sure if we're friends anymore but I guess that's our fate I was fullish to think that we could have been something more but can't choose who I love that's my hearts job but I don't know if it's good at it beacouse it keeps coming home hurt every time but doesn't learn from its mistakes but this felt like the last one I don't think I will be able to recover from this find and find someone as good as you beacouse every girl I meet I try to find you in them but you were just under perfect some even say "Right person wrong time" I think that's my case but hope to find you in a later time then mabye you might change you mind but until then may no evil look at you may you prosper in joy and happiness. My love