sleep

I'm running out of air but I'm in an open field, my legs are starting to loose strength as if they can fold themselves like watching a blooming flower in reverse, I lost the sense of touch in my hands I try to look for something to grab but can't seem to find. My visions a blurred tears dwelling like the morning after a heavy rainfall ready to let itself out I want to sit down but I can't find the ground feels like I'm walking over a dozen of soft tissue clouds in the sky one wrong step and I will descend like birds taking off from their homes I need to continue going I can't stop now I have so much to do I can't disappointed my people, but I feel so tired maybe if I just close my eyes for a minute it will be alright... I need to wake up I need to wake up but my body is immobile, my body feels like a hot bowel of soup ready to be served I can just slide down this hill and not feel any pain I hear the people around me I feel their eyes fixed upon me like a twin of stars shining brightly into the night sky , I want to get up and continue but I'm to tired so I just sleep