Sinful puzzles

Can finally say I'm over you ml I don't hate you God forbid I will never But i wish I never met you Wish our universe never intertwined in this intimate sin which should be forbidden Wish i never replied to a strangers text But i don't hate you Like i say i would never But i hate myself for letting you in Hate myself for letting my guard down Hate myself for falling for everyone of your sinful puzzles But wait Do you hate me Because if you do it's a whole lot more painful Did you hate breaking me? Eating me up from inside until there's nothing left but your handiworks Having me stay up thinking "WHY DID I DO WRONG" Did you hate having me cry my eyes out till i had them bleed But i don't hate you God forbid I'll never But i do despise every being of you And i know i will till the very end