Since that night...

The night I came home All alone, ready to share my day with joy. opening Doors in suspense, finding body on matress. Did you always felt this way, wounded inside with shades of grey. This was diffriend, then those silly games. Pills on ground, making me look alike to clown. Tried to shake you, it didn't helped. Just then I realized you're not there, just empty body withount help. Your eyes closed and no more life, haunting me till this day in night. But that's the past not the present, yet I feel empty ever since then. Your soul took mine as the pay, making regret years in vain. Now I'm cursed with endless life, just a body with a mind...