Silent Death

drowning in my own thoughts, deep withing within the ocean of being lost in my mind I'm sinking. Trying to see myself through out if some miserable negative breaking facts but bit bit it's consuming my soul. Slowly punching me down, echoes of sadness and pain are beating me down to my knees. Trying to stand on my feet but the burden on my shoulders is too heavy I can't stand. Easily fainting in fear and doubt, nicely suffocating in regrets and painfully craving for peace. Keeping a distant view my self lost in crossroad but having a way to nowhere. Packed up in shame, pain and tears, trying to hold up to the present for the future but stuck in the past. Shaking, crying, trying, suffocating, fighting and drowning... M.elias