Silent confession

Everyone around me experiencing summer, While i was spending days wearing sweater. Although ,my silence was unknown to all, But something silently killing to my soul. From Dressing up to look good, to dressing up to feel comfortable. From keeping hairs open while outing, To putting them in to a knot everytime. from Studying hard to gain marks to study for only degrees and earnings. From keeping anger and anxieties . To accept every betrayals & revenges. From going out in every vacation, To striving hard for coming home. From Spending times with friends and family, TO living alone , & fighting for self- recognition. Sometimes it becomes unbearable, while thinking of my infinite journey. still going with certain liability & solidity. which are waiting for my ascendancy. and preparing self to face the tussle, untill I reach at my Burial chamber.