Silence

In the silence I sit and contemplate About the friends and all their fate, On think ice I skate, Because my head is full of thoughts with no space Everyone is take take take, like they are working in realastate, And by the time I change... it might be to late, The silence is deafining, All the fuck ups in my past beckoning, My little sisters cries resonating, With suicide I am wrestling And those damn thoughts are threating. I hate the silence.... Thoughts of Sean laying in my arms lifless, His wrists slit... in his final act of defiance, He wasn't David, but he was facing Goliath. The silence is so loud.... A full blown Riot. It's slowly going to kill me.... All this damn silence