sigh

its been a while since I let the words pour out I'ma pull up a chair an unload this pile for what I'm about to say, I kinda wanna shout but instead here we go I need to go, get away my brain..is about to explode shit just don't feel the same way I'm tapped on doin what I'm told I just cant stay I feel so trapped my decision is my own that's what's making me so tapped cuz I know its time for a new zip code I'ma lose my mind if I don't leave soon, before its my time I smoke a lot of weed some better shit, is what I'm tryna find cuz its not here, I get it, here is not where its meant for me to be and that should be okay cuz if I stay I doubt days will ever be the same my head if I don't get out I'ma end up dead