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I SEE THEM SMILING AT ME. HIS TEMPORARY PLEASURE THE WAY HE LOOKS AT THEM WITH THOSE LUSTFUL EYES OF HIS. EVERYDAY THEY GET CLOSER TO ME SMIKE AND LAUGH. LITTLE DID I KNOW THEY WERE JUST LAUGHING IN MY FACE. HIS BIG FAT LIES EVERY DRIVE HOME HE WOULD GO ON ABOUT HOW HE WOULD NEVER DO SOMEONE HE LOVED DIRTY LIKE HIS FRIEND. ALL THE THINGS HIS FRIEND WAS DOING BUT TO MY SURPRISE. IT WAS HIM DOING ALL THAT. AS I WALK INTO THE BUILDING FEELING LIKE MY WHOLE WORLD WAS FALLING APART NOT KNOWING WHETHER TO CONFRONT THEM AND TELL THEM WHAT THEY DESERVED. BUT I KNEW BETTER AND TRIED TO MAINTAN MYSELF AND KEEP STRONG BECAUSE I WASNT GOING TO SHOW THEM DEFEAT. BUT AS I WALKED DOWN THE HALL THERE SHE WAS SMILING AT ME AGAIN AND AS STRONG AS I WAS TRYING TO BE THE TEARS RAN DOWN MY FACE. I NEEDED TO HIDE FOR I KNEW THEY COULDNT SEE ME THESE WAY. AS I KEPT SEEING THEM MY STOMACH BEGAN TO FEEL ILL LIKE I WAS ROCKING ON A BOAT. I WANTED TO GIVE UP AND LEAVE. BUT I DECIDED TO KEEP MY HEAD UP HIGH WHY SHOULD I HIDE IF I DIDNT DO ANYTHING WRONG. WHY SHOULD I FEEL ASHAME WHEN IT SHOULD BE HIM THAT SHOULD FEEL THIS WAY. BUT INSTEAD HE ACTS LIKE HE IS INNOCENT AND TALKS TO HER IN FRONT OF ME. WHAT IS HE TRYING TO GET OUT OF THIS.