Show of Shadow

No single day can be counted As I blame myself for being haunted A presence once was enchanted Suddenly thou made me daunted Rhythm of music fills my ear As the lyrics explain what I fear Thou voice all I could hear When clocks turns 10, my dear The thought of you appears Inebitably eyes spill tears With a wish you'd be here For youre so far yet so near No clue if this is called to yearn How I hope not, for when could I ever learn? For mine feelings I hope to burn And accept whats here in return Another not a shadow came I played not as a game Oh now I feel ashamed For I couldn't love another name I saw his heart drop Now I can't ever stop With this I feel trapped Tho only I do is force myself to yap Confused for I did it effortlessly in the first shadow The second shadow felt like climbing a ladder All energy exerted, and each step gets harder Wondering if this could get any further