Show me happiness

Life is overwhelming. You can never hear what it's telling. It's a loveless song. A broken family. Empty promises. And given up dreams. Yet people say look at the positive. There is so much good. Keep hanging in there. It'll get better. But will it truly? Studies you must keep up on. Family, you have to please. Fake friends who are always in want. Please tell me how that should be. There may be positive, but it's always overruled by the dark. How do I keep hanging in there when Im too tired I fall apart? I fall, but you say get back up? How inconsiderate of you, when you have no idea what's keeping me on the ground. I can't fight it. It's stronger than me. I have no one to beat it for me. Depression and anxiety overtake me. Peoples burdens become my own. You call me selfish for not taking yours, and yet you dont know my load. Im tired of playing this part. Yet I can change it no more. I can't cry. I can't fight. There is no motivation. Not even an urge of temptation. I am done. Alive? Yes. But dead inside. A soulless body, I wander. Is there nothing to bring me back to life? No, not now. Probably not ever. Show me happiness Because mine is gone forever Written by: Trex💙