shouldn't have let you in

You held my secrets, not my hand A lover in shadows, a heart you planned to break... You laughed at love with me, but I laughed to hide my trembling hands, my heart full of 'I love you' inside... Complicated threads of love and lies, until the day you chose their words, and left me to cry... He lied to my face, kissed her the next day 'No feelings for her' - his poison, my heart's last light Smiles hide my shattered soul, watching him love her makes me lose control..... 'Shouldn't have let you in' - my heart's eternal refrain Forever haunted by the love that wasn't mine to gain....