Should I? or I should not?

should I? or I should not? take an oath to this love, this love whose seeker may be like a bird that builds a nest and abandons it when it becomes old. just like wind that changes direction , hmm... won't this lover change his mind? I don't know what to do. what should I do? sometimes, I feel it and sometimes, it dashes. My empty-full heart of love, I doubt this feeling, this feeling is inexplicable even to myself. should I? or I should not? put his love at heart, In the end, won't I get hurt of this unpredictable love that withers like a flower in no minute, of no strong reason! I still don't know what to do.