Should I Call Her My Friend?

Should I Call Her My Friend? I never knew friendship could confuse me this much. When I spoke, I was told to stop. When I stayed quiet, I was asked why I changed. I tried helping, you walked away. I tried staying away, you blamed me for it. In front of others, your words embarrassed me. Alone, you spoke like nothing was wrong. I kept forgiving, not because it was easy, but because I knew how lonely silence feels. I still don’t hate you. I just wonder— was I ever your friend, or only someone easy to hurt? -Aria lune