Should I?

I have spent years Dreaming of him I loved him enough To never give in I lost so many guys I only wanted one I waited so long So I became undone I believed in him He ruled my heart He held the power To tear me apart He lives far from me In fact miles away I thought of him Every single day He finally returned He has someone new I am so confused Don’t know what to do He wants to be friends So I sit here crying While gradually inside I can feel myself dying This wasn’t the plan I have waited for this Not for friendship But to feel his long kiss What is it about her That keeps him from me This cant be happening Wasn’t meant to be Should I keep waiting Or is it time to let go Someone please help me Because I just don’t know