short & sweet

ONLY IF IT WAS THIS EASY LIFE WOULDN'T BE SO DEMANDING HANDING YOU THE WORLD TIME AFTER TIME BUT WE UNDERSTAND NOTHING PARK YOUR MIND IN A POSITIVE CONDITION HOPING PRAYING WISHING THAT JUS FOR ONE DAY WRONG WONT HAPPEN 24 HOURS IT JUS STOP EXISTING Brain sore.. for thinking of the time will it ever be. will I ever see real life thru my eyes tears of Joy not pain my smile is soreal not fake but to hide the hurt excruciating.. burning thru most of me so most of me there's nothing left I'm half way thru my life and joy was slightly sprinkled thru it but I take full responsibility for anything consciously where I almost blew it.. there is no sun shining in front of me that makes me grow rise and be the best of me. no trying or crying when Love ones feel less or me. right and wrong is what it's about in-between is the reason im here for emotional spilling out.. all my life ive been as real as I could despite growing up in the hood with a mask on trying to defeat peer pressure women money friends..it's still pressure.. I released the stress from the streets and all I got is what u see .. SHORT & SWEET .. it's Dad wisemen word's wuzey...*