shock

grief is a funny word it's something that I felt before for family but you were my best friend I didn't get to say goodbye before you left I didn't get to say and give my peace I didn't get to cry with you holding me instead I got a teacher telling me that my best friend moved to Davis far away from me and that I no longer have her in my life I'm stuck behind I didn't get to say a goodbye my pieces of my soul were already shattered but they crushed up it's tiny tiny pieces that could never be put back together why is it that my best friend had to leave why is it that she had to leave me I feel so sad and I feel grief because we were best friends and I didn't get to even hold her or take her for everything she did for me because we were best friends for 2 years and now she's stripped away from me I'm stuck with the feeling of emptiness inside the place where my heart is I thought that this is just something that happens but now I understand the pain because I don't get to see her everyday she was and will always be my best friend and I can't replace her why does she have to leave me what did I do to deserve this treatment I didn't get to say goodbye or hug her or say that I appreciated her but instead she left