Shipwreck

Time didn't matter with you All my fears felt so little We were the perfect mix of colors and a text from you tied happy knots in my belly I loved our tiny little moments,laying next to you was enough I would get so scared of our distance, they made me worry but you had your way with me Now these are the feelings I can no longer afford Fear lingers when we speak now I get too cautious,maybe my many talks made it easier for you to leave We seemed so perfect now my butterflies are quiet When we speak,I feel so held back,I miss when I could giggle like a child around you I miss not having to toughen up I told you once "one day I'm not going to care if you reach out or not" these are that one day I was once scared to loose you,now I fear keeping you