ship in a bottle

there are times when tears flow even when you don't want them to and yet somehow that is the easiest scenario the one that hurts the most is the aching the clawning pain tearing open your ribcage to grip your heart crushing your throat and yet you can spend hours trying trying to cry and give that raw pain somewhere to escape to out of your body but you are stuck in limbo where you can't get it out and have to suffer with it inside a bottle with the cork waxed ready to break but unable to