" 🐚 she'll"

lost at sea ......... living like I'm dead already..... bloody wrists are you fucking ready: it's telling..)....? that even if I'm worth a breath I take ....peace will never be my bride to stay , ...I love the pain ...pills . I love how it feels ...it consumes my soul....... nothing matters ..... only death .....and decay...... give me a noose and I'll hangout with u ....... I'm going to fucking die soon ......:).........so cold in Texas .. right now....I can't even let go ...... I can't even show up to my own birthday..... I can't even .... workout for one day I can't even speak so I don't say anything.... everything m...that I am is ...evil....:)...