She was Nothing

She escaped again out into the wild unknown. She plays complacent. Her thoughts are distant. The schemes are basic the fiends are the basis. Deep thoughts. I am prepared for the lost cause. The pause ... I can't maintain when the lights are off. The dreams. The finer purpose of things. The nights when hope was lost I didn't have the strength to scream. To believe. To find the prize in life she knows no other way. This is the start of a new day but it begins like normal, with the game we play.