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She is silent just like water on a sunny day She is so special but how do I explain it to her in what way She is courageous just like a tiger But she prefers to not show the side where she is a fighter She searches a reason to smile but loses her smile instead Gosh it feels like life is a race and she can't get ahead She puts importance in the things that hurt her Because her pain is her cure Even her mind feels like a machine that's unstoppable and broken all at once Looking for love but only gets pain She feels like her heart and brain are at war She is broken to the core but those scars she's used to the sore Who is she?