she cried

I am tired of acting so strong knowing dam well I'm dying in the inside crumbling buildings on top of my pool self-esteem crashing down into flames and ashes and they just wonder how she's so Strong how is she so happy why this is now so much well that's a face that I'm going through this is killing me in the insides it so badly I can't get out no doors no Windows no opening at this point I really have no option but to get a weapon and punch out