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She loves other but not herself she loves eating but nog gaining weight she wants to fight but not for herself she is fighting something in silence but she doesn't want others to do it She doing something she shouldn't and she doesn't want others to do it because she knows its wrong but it makes her feel a way A way not much persons understand or get the feeling of your blood drawn out of your body the feeling of slowly dying That leaves a permanent mark on her skin She'll try not to do it again but if she does you cant blame the girl for feeling something that she loves