Shattered soul of mine

In abusive shadows, I was born to pain A heart seeking love, but only finding rain I searched for freedom from the heartache past But every love I touched, ended in forever last I lost myself in darkness, couldn't find my way Everyone I loved, slipped away They said I brought them pain, and nothing more My heart believes their words, and I've been dying for... Years of tears, of sorrow and of night A soul convinced it's evil, without a gentle light I thought my love was poison, my touch a curse But then I wondered... was I born to disperse? Maybe I was only meant for hate To receive darkness, and never love's warm state To be alone forever, with only tears to dry Is this my destiny – or could you make me try... To love and be loved, to feel the gentle rain To know my heart is pure, and not forever