shape-shifting emotion

They say help start with yourself, but does it really when reality hits you dead hard in the face knocking you to the ground.  Like a pile of dirt I am like  crumbles peices of rocks shape-shifting threw My emotion every single second of the day  Day by day I learn to crumbled  Up my emotions Like a piece of paper and throw it in the trash like it don't Even matter Emotionless I feel through the body, not a single truth is told. Just like liers I fear the outcome of the tragedy that came upon me, but yet to come again.