shameful secrets

She has a smile even the stars can’t outshine But if you look in her eyes, she’s breaking inside She walk around with confidence, her chin always up But she's secretly insecure, and scared of being judged She's always there when you need a friend But spends her own times of need alone crying in bed She encourages self-love, and positive body image But stopped eating long ago so she wouldn't gain weight She tells people they shouldn't self-harm But has rows of cuts and burns on her arms She says suicide is wrong, that you shouldnt kill yourself But has already written her note, and planned her way out