shadows

i can't remember the last genuine conversation I had with you. maybe when I was little. back then you were a dad. now I have a father. i want my dad back. don't get me wrong I am very grateful to have a father figure but do I? i only get fragments of your being you don't even know my favorite color. trick question. don't have one. would you ever know that? no. because you won't give me any light. i'm always overcast by the shadows.