"Sexual Assualt"

'Sexual assault! Sexual assault!' The kids say in school Joking around Cause someone poked them They don't understand They don't understand the feeling The feeling of being manipulated Of being the shoulder to cry on With their mouth shut No opinions, Not allowed to say anything Of being the person to keep your secrets No matter what No matter when they break your trust Break your heart Break you They don't understand The feeling of being forced to have your hands on their waist Because your too weak and tired to fight it The feeling of their hands on your body No matter if you said NO No matter if it was in front of Someone you thought you could trust They don't understand The feeling of putting blame on yourself For all the problems that happen For not speaking up To them To anyone They don't understand the feeling of Breaking down in your room Ripping up clothes they gave you Not being able to sleep because you feel their ghost hands on you Throwing away the little things they gave you Burning every picture with them in it Even though pictures hold memory They don't understand going from a cuddly person who loved hugs to hating it