Set Apart

Why do I try so hard to fit in? I try to get people's approval but I don't seem to get it. My own family members don't even accept me for me! God set me apart before I was born, yet I try so hard to fit in and look like the world. Reason why is because I don't wanna keep getting bullied. Growing up I've always been this shy and quiet person and I've gotten bullied for it. I shouldn't have to change who I am just because it makes people uncomfortable. If you're shy and quiet they call you a weirdo, but if you're loud and a troublemaker suddenly it's cool. Being set apart is not easy and being different isn't either. No matter how hard I try, I will never be accepted by the world. Therefore I'm gonna stop trying and be set apart just how God created me to be! God created me to stand out. NOT to fit in! I will not sacrifice my spot in Heaven!