Sent away

you promised you be there as my family. then you sent me away. I never understood why was it me? was it you? was I jusr not important to you. I was a kid so lost and confused. I thought you would be my family forever but you sent me away. I thought you loved me. thought you cared if you did it didn't feel that way. I was a child and as an adult I will never understand. how you going to promise me you will be here forever when you knew were going to give up and just send me back. I loved you I always did I was close to calling you my family I started to finally feel safe and secure. that I was finally wanted it became apparent I was wrong as you drove away and didn't look back it broke my heart. I didn't know what I did. I missed you. I was so scared all over it felt like no one cared should I bother caring it apparent you didn't care about me. I am lonely cause all those years ago.. you sent me away