sensitive soul

i'm such a sensitive soul i know that i'm supposed to be "a man" but the electrical motions of my energy flows and that's something seemingly i can't control. maybe i'm just not "man enough," but the pain of being ignored triggers something that i've seen in my childhood. maybe i'm overreacting or i'm just tired testing my manhood. how much can you endure? they said the pain is supposed to be a lure, but it's numbing me out got asking for more. watch me as i write this scripts, my fear of coming off as too much slowly encrypts what i be truly feeling, this pad is like a demon. i let it out here so i don't come off as a fein and confusion's getting at me.