Self-reflect

Take a look at me now And the life that I'm faced with, Surely, the buzz I was chasing Wasn't worth the time that I wasted, Now I'm complacently hurting, Facing the facts as burdens worsen, Replaying the past Internally murdered, Like I'm burning in Hell's eternal furnace permanently, Till I have it refurnished With pictures and furniture, I'm saying, I hope to be given mercy For my wicked ways, And I pray that God thinks I'm worthy, Because if I wait, I ain't, And I'm forever burning